I feel stuck.

I feel stuck and I don't know what to do about any of it.

I moved down here in order to get my life together. I wanted to stop relying on everyone else and be able to succeed on my own. I wanted to get out of jobs that, while I may have loved, were nothing more than dead-ends. I tried advancing in both situations where I was happy, and was unsuccessful. I was given the oppertunity to move and start over and I took it. Stupidly, I thought things would be different down here.

I have been looking for something else for a while now, and have kicked it into high-gear more recently. I am struggling financially as it is and my bills are about to increase, so I need to figure out how I am going to handle that. A new job, or some other increase in income is obviously the best bet.

All of this would probably be a heck of a lot easier if I had any inkling of what it is I would like to be doing with the rest of my life. As it is, I have no dang clue.

I hate feeling like this. I hate being this miserable and scared and stressed out and freaked out. I hate having no direction and appearing to have no ambition. I hate being lost. I hate being stuck.

What the hell do I do now?