welp...

Today was a pretty good day. I got to go out to church, which i hardly ever get to do these days. Pastor Jamie's sermon was on point, as always, and once again I walked away feeling like I had learned something new, which was great.

After church a few of us went to Moe's for lunch, and it was good to connect with some friends that I haven't seen in a while. I feel very secluded because of the hours that I work, so it is always good to get to hang out with people.

I came home after all that with the intention of taking a nap, but got a text message from a friend from home saying "I was just walking in downtown nashville." OBVIOUSLY I needed to forgo the nap to go and see Ivy and Phillip, so I drove out to Opry Mills and saw a movie with them. Because I was late getting out there and because I had plans after, we didn't get to talk as long as I would have liked but it was really great to get to hang out with them.

Iron & Wine were playing out at the Ryman tonight, and I couldn't think of a better place to see Sam Beam and company, so I headed out there. The show was great, although too short (i think no time will be enough when it comes to seeing I&W) and I laughed a LOT. Mr. Beam was really chatty tonight and super silly, so that made for an extra fun show.

But now I have a problem.

So this boy ended up sitting next to me, and we hit it off right away. We were chatting about all sorts of things, even a little bit through the band's set. We were still talking on the way out, and he asked me what i was doing after. I said nothing, and as soon as that happened, his buddy and buddy's g/f came over and they were talking, which was fine. But then we were walking out the door and he ducked off into the bathroom and I didn't know what to do so I just kept going out the door. I got outside and waited around for a second but then I didn't know if i should or what I should be doing, so I just left.

This is why I will be single forever. I am TERRIBLE when it comes to boys.

Guys, this dude was a beardy musician who is from Atlanta but lived in freaking Williamsburg for a while before moving to Nashville. I didn't find out where he works, but he does know where I work, and I know that he hangs out in east nashville quite often.

I suck.

I am hoping that because nashville is such a small town I will run into him again.

I should have grabbed his iphone and put my number in it or something. I am an idiot.

hashtag this is why im single.